My Guardian Angel ch. 1

Sonic's P.O.V.

I hate moving to new places, It's all because of my dad, he's in the military, and after this one last move, he's finally going to quite so we won't have to move from place to place anymore. So, right now, I am sitting in a good size car, looking out the window, and listening to my favorite band, All Time Low. My older brother is sitting next to me, Shadow. I have always admired Shadow and always will, to me he's perfect, and I think I might like him...like, like like him. I would never tell anyone though, pshhh, they'd think I'm crazy! Ecspecially Shadow! So I think I'm just gonna keep that to myself. But one of the things I can't stand about Shadow is when he treats me like a piece of shit, and I don't even do anything to him! I'm starting to think he hates me, it's very possible, If I talk to him, he growls at me and gives me death glares, he's VERY good at giving those, I think he has perfected them on me. I can't even breath right for him,  I always question why I like him in the first place.

Shadow's P.O.V.

My music needs to be louder, always louder. That is like, my life. You will never see me without my Ipod sticking out my back pocket with my headphones dangling from it. I listen to music when I'm sad, mad, happy, bored, etc. What I love is when you turn up the volume until you can't take it anymore, and then going one step farther, it's kinda like a high for me. My brother is the same way, always listening to music, and it's kind of funny because we listen to the same type, right now I'm listening to my favorite band, Attack Attack! They are awesome, and they're singer is really good looking, I know what you doing, going back and rereading what I just said, yeah I'm gay, no one knows though, just the way I like it. I currently really like someone, my brother, Sonic, hell I might even be in love with him! I don't know yet though, I don't know if I even want to! I feel kind of gross when I admit to myself that I like him and would give anything to make my lips press against his. But I bet they're so soft...nevermind, forget I thought that. I quickly shook my head, getting the thought to go away. Sonic looked over at me confused, the first thing I could think to do was growl at him for looking at me. I was blushing very bad and wanted him to look away. I'm always mean to him, I don't want to get close to him, I might let my guard down and do something I'll regret later, so I avoid eye contact with him, will not get lost in those beautiful pools of emerald. Won't talk to him, don't want to hear his soothing voice, and see those soft lips moving. God, I need to take a nap and forget about this for alittle bit.

Normal P.O.V.

Shadow closed his eyes slowly, drifting off. Sonic, was still looking out the window, thinking, and now listening to Pierce The Veil, Caraphernelia.
He dug into his book bag and brought out an old baseball, subconsiously, he tossed it up and down, letting his mind wonder even farther. He always had to be doing something, tapping his foot, cracking his fingers, or messing with a baseball. He couldn't be still for a period of time.
He did this the rest of the way to their new house, until Shadow startled him.

Shadow sat straight up with a jump, sweating, and his muzzle was bright red. Sonic snapped his head to look at Shadow with concern, Shadow's eyes met Sonic's and all Shadow could do was smile, Sonic, confused and some how relieved grinned back, he's eyes sparking with joy at seeing his heartless brother smile at him in what felt like forever. "You okay Shadow?" Shadow closed his eyes, still smiling, and chuckled, "Yeah, I'm fine Sonikku...just a...little nightmare." 'Sonikku?!? Is that like a nick name for me?!? It's cute, I hope he always calls me that.' "What was it about Shadz?" "Oh, nothin' important, don't worry about it."  "Alright." Sonic widened his grin, looking away from Shadow and back out the window, continueing tossing the ball. 'Stupid stupid!!! Why did I call him that?!? I didn't want him to hear my nick name for him! Great, I just basically flirted with Sonikk- Sonic!' Shadow gritted his teeth, and slammed his eyes shut, disgusted.

About an hour later they pulled up to a little house, which was now theirs. When Shadow saw the tiny place his jaw hit the floor. 'Really? This is seriously what we will be living in?!?' His mind shouted at him. 'Oh of course we get the shity house, I wonder what website they found this house on, You want the shits, we got the bricks.com???' Shadow chuckled quietly to himself. Sonic's left ear twitched when he heard the almost silent laugh, he blushed instantly, thinking about how sexy his brothers laugh was. They unloaded the car and brought their bags inside. "Uhh, how many bedrooms are there?"Sonic asked curious. Their parents exchanged worried glances before fake laughing and replying, "Heh...well, there are only two...sorry guys." Their dad walked past them, patting them on the back, going back out to the car to finish unloading. Sonic could've jumped for joy, on the other hand, Shadow's right eye twitched before he shouted at the top of his lungs "WHATTTT?!?!?!?! DOES THAT MEAN I GOTTA SHARE A BED WITH HIM?!?!?!" He flung a finger in Sonic's direction accusingly. Sonic's grin vanished instantly, hearing what his brother thought about him. He soon had tears threatening to come down his peach cheeks, he frowned, picking up his bags and throwing them over his shoulders, marching up stairs and to his new room. When he was inside he slung the bags across the room, into an empty corner and locked his door, throwing himself on the bed, putting his earbudds in and balling his eyes out.

Sonic had his volume up so loud his head was vibrating from the beat. He knew Shadow would want to come into the room eventually, thats why he turned the volume up so high, so he wouldn't have to hear his brother yelling and kicking at the door to be let in. Sonic felt the bed move from Shadow kicking the door, all he did was deepen his frown, hating his crush at the moment.

It was now 12:35 a.m. about 4 hours after Sonic locked himself in the room. He had fallen asleep earlier and was dreaming when a song came on and blasted his ears with heavy metal music. "AHHHHH!!!" He threw the earbudds to the other side of the room, startled. He was still gasping for air when he realized he didn't know where Shadow was. Sonic quickly hopped out of bed, unlocked the door, and silently peeked outside their room. First he looked to his right but then looked to his left, seeing Shadow sitting against the wall, head hanging, obvisiouly sleeping.

Sonic wanted to smile, seeing his brother there so peacefull looking, until he remembered how disgusted Shadow was to be sharing a room with his own brother. He frowned and sniffled before kneeling down in front of Shadow. "Wake up." Shadow's eyes fluddered open slowly, he yawned and stretched at the same time. "Hmmm, what time is it?" Sonic ignored Shadow, getting up and going back into his room, plopping down onto the bed. 'Okay, ignore me, I don't care.' Shadow slowly got up, making his way into the big room. They both avoided eye contact, minding their own bussiness, Shadow threw his shirt off, showing his toned body, he then took off his skinny jeans, now only in his black and red boxers. Sonic blushed hearing Shadow getting undressed, he got under the covers, pulling them up over his red muzzle, having his back to Shadow. After Shadow had just his boxers on he crawled into bed next to Sonic, he turned on his side facing Sonic's back, and also pulling the covers up over his muzzle, getting confortable. He looked at Sonic's body so close to his, thinking of all the things he could do to his younger brother, moving alittle, almost wrapping his arms arounds Sonic's skinny body, but forcing himself not to. "You really hurt me..." was all Sonic said, out of the blue. Shadow's ears perked hearing Sonic's usually sweet voice but soon lowered flat on his head, now hearing the hurt in his voice. "I-...I'm sorry Sonic..." "Hmfp..." Sonic silently started crying to himself, wondering what he did to make Shadow hate him so much. Shadow heard Sonic sniffle, knowing he was crying, he scooted closer to his little brother, so close he was breathing down Sonic's neck. Sonic blushed alittle, feeling Shadow so close. "Sonic..." "Wh-Why do you hate me so much? What'd I do to make you disgusted to be around me?" Shadow's brows cringed, mouth open alittle, shocked Sonic asked that. "Sonic...I do not hate you, and I'm not disgusted to be around you." Sonic turned to face Shadow, now only inches away from the others sweet lips. "Then why do you treat me like shit?" "I-I...I don't know, I'm sorry..." Shadow looked down avoiding Sonic's sad eyes, not wanting to tell him why he really did treat him like crap. "It really hurts my feelings Shadow..." Shadow looked up at Sonic, now ashamed of how hatefull he has always been towards Sonic. "I'm sorry. I-I won't treat you like that anymore, promise." Sonic sniffled again, snuggling into the bed sheets, suddenly exhausted. "Thank you." Shadow smiled, hugged Sonic and kissed his cheek quickly before replying, "Yeah, yeah, now go to sleep." Sonic giggled tiredly before drifting off. Shadow smiled lovingly down at Sonic before closing his own eyes and whispering "G'night Sonikku."